Thank god for my life

I was watching a biography today on a little 1 yr old boy...they discovered he had brain tumor....the poor baby went through 4 operations and tons of chemo by the time he was 16 months....and still he was smiling and laughing all the time. Even during his chemo he was crying and smiling at the same time. I saw this story and laughed at myself....How stupid can I be....a couple of months later the dr's decided they will take him off of chemo because they knew this baby would not make it through...his father and mother decided they will let him leave a happy life at home with them until he takes his last breath...6 months later the little angel died....god why put little kids through so much? Bless the little angels Soul...Rest In Peace Sweetheart...look how adorable he looks in his picture=(

Webpage for the little angel

Thoughts Ov Da Mind

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed toever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probablymore than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, soremember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your bestfriend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll crybecause time is passing too fast , and you'll eventually lose someone youlove. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've neverbeen hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute ofhappiness you'll never get back.Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Marne Ki Duwa=)

Yunh to Zamaana Humaare Jeene Ki Dua Karte Hai....Lekin Jis Key Liye Hum Jeete Hai Woh Humaare Marne Ki Dua Karte Hai....Mehfil Mai Humaare Aane Ki Raaha Sab Dekhte Hai...aur Woh Humare Mehfil Sey Jaane Ka Raasta Dhoondte Hai....Na Jaane Woh Is Kadar Humse Khaffa Kiun Hogaye...Par Hum to Unhe Har Saans Key Saath Yaad Kiya Karte Hai...Log Bhool Jayenge Unhe Jo Pyar Ke Naam Per Marte Hai.....Yaad Rakhenge Unhe Jo Marne Ki Intezaar Mai Jiya Karte Hai

Ishq......

Aye Ishq Na Ched Aa Aa Key Humein...Hum Bhooley Huvon Ko Yaad Na Kar...Aye Ishq Yeh Kaisa Rog Laga....Jeete Hai Na Zaalim Marte Hai...Aankhon Mai Tasavur Dil Mai Khalish....Sar Ghoomtey Hai Aahein Bharte Hain...Kismat Ka Sitam Hi Kam Nahi To Yeh Taaza Sitam Ijaad Na Kar....In Khawabon Sey Yunh Aazaad Na Kar...Aye Ishq Humein Barbaad Na kar....

Sukoon....

Armaan Bhare Dil Mai Zakhmon Ko Jagah De De.....Bhadke Hue sholon Ko Kuch Aur Hawa De De...Banti Hai To Ban Jaaye Yeh Zindagi Afsaana..........Fariyad Sey Kya Haasil ...rone Se Natija Kya....Bekaar Hai Yeh Baatein...In Baaton Sey Hoga Kya....Apna Bhi Ghadi Bhar Main Ban Jaata Hai Begaana...Aye Mere Dil-E Nadaan Tu Gham Se Na Ghabraana

Sheraz: Tumhein sari dunya se chupar apne pass rakhna chahta hun
Dunya ke nazaron se durr le jana chahtha hun
Yeh mat samghna mughe tumse bewafai ka dar hai
Bas meri mohabaat mein kabhi kisi kami ka dar hai
Tumhein chura le koi mughse yeh darr laga rehta hai
Mujhse meri zindegi koi le le yeh darr laga rehta hai
Tumhein apni dhadkan se bhi kareeb rekhna chahta hun
Lamha Lamha zindegi ka tumhare saath jeena marna chahta hun

I'm just sitting here thinking about you tonight...I Hear you call my name....As I Turn to see who is calling me no one is there...only your voice...I Glance around the room to see if anyone else hears it too but even the dogs just laying there....I Miss you so much...I keep telling you but I know you can't hear me...Still I hear you calling my name louder and louder everyday....As Tears rolled down my face I realized today maybe its time to let go....although i will always miss you.....I guess you are in a better place now...so goodbye hun=)

A Wise Person Said to me

Just Today infact=) Some words that really touched me....i don't know her of course but thank you for those kind words....i am getting strength and courage from words on a computer from somebody i don't even know but its all worth it...the quote was, "When you come to the edge of all the light you know and you are about to step off in the darkness of the unknown, faith knows one of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on, or you will be taught how to fly." <<<<<

Sheraz.........

Although I have gone beyond right or wrong
I have gone to what is pure and real.
With every breath I breathe, it tightens
At the beauty of knowing what it feels like
To be in love.
And, although the pain of being away from you
Is so overwhelmingly hard to bare
I have felt love,
I have held you,
I have touched you
With a touch that can only be felt
Or given with entire intensity
As the touch I've given to you, and the touch
You shared with me.
A thousand feelings engross me.
Feelings that are indescribable, yet, so fiercely strong,
And ruling to my very essence.
Should I have?
I can ask myself that a million times.
Should I have met you?
I thought that meeting you would free my
Desire for you
But it has only amplified the deepest love
That comes from within me, for you.
And yet, with all this love I feel inside
There is also a hidden sadness,
A sadness that promises no one tomorrow,
That leaves your heart open
With amazing clarity of want
But closed to know if it will ever be
Reunited again.
So with this I must tell you
That I have loved you
As I have never loved another.
I have shared not just my body
But who it is I am.
And no matter where our lives take us
You and I have been to a place that...
Is ours forever.
To be in love