For You

Chalte Kadam Ko Rok Na Sake...Yaad Dil Se Jaatee Nahi...Laakh Samjhaaya dil Ko...Dil Se Dard Mittha Nahin.......Aapkee Eik Jhalak Ka Intezaar Hai...Aap Key Begair Yeh Dil Bekaraar Hai...Dost Na Sahi...Dushman Bana Key Yaad Kar Lo Humme...Jab Duniya Thukrayenge...Tab Hi Kaam Aayenge Hum...Raahon Mai Phool Bicha Key Intezaar Karenge...Khuda Se Pehle Tere Naam Lenge....Tujhe poojenge Tujhe Chahenge...Teree Yaad Se Hi Jeewan Paayenge...Tum jab bhi mudh key dekhoge...Hume Apna Hi Muntizer Paoge

wat is it?

look into my eyes tell me what you see.....is it my physical feature or really me? i talk to you everyday and sometimes even look into your eyes and wonder why....i dream everyday wishing for you and only you....wanting to tell you my only dream is to hear u say " I love u"

Happy Birthday Jiju

I Can't wish you a long life....cuz unfortunately you left us before any of us wanted you too but i can say jiju aap jahan bhi raho khush raho=)I miss u lots...i wish u were here so i could sing you a happy bday song and we could have lots of fun....Plz come bak jiju...we all need u

Aap Kya Samjhe?

Hum ney aapko bhula rakha hai? .....aap nahin jaante...bas dil mai chupa rakha hai....dekh na ley koi aapko meri aankhon main...issi darr sey palkon ko jhukaaye rakha hai...

Hi Jiju

I Know you used to always sit and read my blog whenever you had free time. It was the only way you knew what was going on in my life. I am hoping you also are reading this from up in heaven=)....i'm so lonely without you to talk to. I am trying my best to take care of didi also but shes so far from me and I don't want to be a failure to you jiju. I try to always make sure shes smiling and she eats and sleeps on time. Actually jiju didi is being very brave. She is maybe stronger then me. Mujh mai itna himmat bhi nahi ki I can delete your ID from my list. I read the emails you sent me over and over and I saved all our conversations. I miss you alot jiju. I always could talk to you about everything=( you promised you would come and visit me and i didnt even get to say goodbye to you. I wish i could turn back time and you can just come back. I worry about my didi so much. I try to keep her with me as much as I can. I know how much you loved didi and she misses you alot as well. Jiju please come back=( we need you

I Miss U Jiju

When tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me:

I wish you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too:

But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand.

And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.

I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,

He said, "This is eternity.
And all I've promised you.
Today your life on earth is past,
But here life starts anew.

I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way
There's no longing for the past.

You have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times
You did some things

You knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
And now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand
And share my life with me?"

So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.

hehe isnt this sooooooo cute......