Hi Jiju

I Know you used to always sit and read my blog whenever you had free time. It was the only way you knew what was going on in my life. I am hoping you also are reading this from up in heaven=)....i'm so lonely without you to talk to. I am trying my best to take care of didi also but shes so far from me and I don't want to be a failure to you jiju. I try to always make sure shes smiling and she eats and sleeps on time. Actually jiju didi is being very brave. She is maybe stronger then me. Mujh mai itna himmat bhi nahi ki I can delete your ID from my list. I read the emails you sent me over and over and I saved all our conversations. I miss you alot jiju. I always could talk to you about everything=( you promised you would come and visit me and i didnt even get to say goodbye to you. I wish i could turn back time and you can just come back. I worry about my didi so much. I try to keep her with me as much as I can. I know how much you loved didi and she misses you alot as well. Jiju please come back=( we need you