I AM...AND WILL BE...

Why are we born....and why do we die?

A question which returns back every time my hormones take a dip. And it is rediculous how much I am at the pity of these so called chemicals.....they elate me ,depress me,take me for a ride....make me cry when its a happy occasion....make me laugh at pain....

thay make me....break me....I am me because of them....if they are not there...what am I?

Everything revolves...... rotates.....moves in circles.....there is no beginning....there is no end....

a wave ...yeah that's me....today here....and tomorrow travelled far....moving some particles up and down on my way......the fact that I am here and now can be proven only by the fact that I could create new waves...and ripple through life........touching other lives.....I could resonate with few....I could negate some....I could magnify others......

once I have generated the wave and ceased to be.....still someone can carry the energy of my wave......far into the jungles of waves....and let me be....beyond love( a wave),a thought(another) ...a feeling ( a hormone)......

....my existence as I am ....a memory...a wave in someone's thoughts....

A Man...Haha Nice Topic Sairah

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then hell no, you can't "be friends" -- A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Always have your own set of friends seperate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it againist you later. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he had more education or has a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-God. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs. You should not be the one doing all the bending.. compromise is two way street. You need time to heal between relationships..there is nothing cute about baggage. Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you.. a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals.. look for someone complimentary.. not supplementary. Dating is fun even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right. Make him miss you sometimes. When a man always knows where you are and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Emotion

Some emotions are like tides…they don’t come as small little waves….rising on the call of a full moon…..

consuming you like fire…..while its there..its brilliantly lit…and when extinguished ….there is ash…..

Where is the home of these? Where do they come from? Where do they go?

They link me with persons I have no idea of….opens up the doors to myself….

Sometimes I am a bit scared to tread further…..I don’t want to know everything about myself…..some secrets should be kept secretly away from myself….

Not all emotions are to be voiced….not all truths need be told….

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Ik bhavna
jiska intazaar sadiyo se raha
Ik aasha
jisne sada us bhavna ka saath na chhoda
Aur ek main
jo in sang hoti hui bhi
kabhi sang thi hi nahi.
Hum teeno aksar
tumhari baatein karte the
karte hain
Farak bus itna hai
ke us pal hum mehz ek
kalpana the
Aur aaj...
aaj ek sach hain.

Happy Bday To Me :(

I miss you riya didi :( you didn't even call me for my bday aap kahan ho :(