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ek talaash abhi baaki hai.. tujh sey milna abhi baaki hai.. has hass key hi nikal aate the har baar teri mehfil se.. rone ka silsila abhi baaki hai....kuch to aaj bhi assar hai teri rooh ka... behtee ansoo rok leti hai.. silsila to hansi aur aankhon ka hai... is dil mai teri yaad aaj bhi baaki hai...teri yaadon se hai roshan jahaan meri.. yaadon ka silsila abhi baaki hai... andheron ka aana abhi baaki hai eik ehsaas abhi baaki hai.. eik talaash abhi baaki hai...

Hope....

Sometimes I wonder about what will come next...where will my life turn when it seems to stall? When is the next time i'll get a REAL smile again? If I were to fall again would i have the strength to get up? Happiness fills me with a touch of sadness....By that I mean I know it wont last too long....Beauty decays and laughter subsides...When will the roses and fragerence of happiness crumble up and die?...Tragedy can be measured by the ammount of happiness taken away...Elusion is our only protection =)...We fall victom to its prey...Now when i've reached a fork in lifes road and the choices are growing less and less I follow the one that leads away from misfortune..what more can I do? ...When life is good hold it in your hand...but not too tight as it might slip away...you have to close your eyes and breath it in slowly :) Happiness may end while tragedy begins...Today is the beginning...can tomorrow be the end? I think about having you but not really having you...how can i hold your hand and ignore the cries within myself? Its brings me joy to see you smile, but my emptiness still sits up on the shelf...inside my heart will bleed but I will never let you know...Only the tear drop that falls down my cheek might give you a hint...a shadow...a trace of whats crawling inside of my skin... I suffocate when I try to breathe..the chains which you shackled me with won't let my body go...I have dreams and needs and wants too you know? I struggle with my demons each day ...you feed them but you don't realize I am slowly dying...I want to smile as i look up at the sky but the suns beams just bring more tears to my eyes....Give me hope tht everything will be ok...I need you god more then ever now

Your touch is warm, as the candle next to me But my heart is cold, as I wait alone…for you I want to hold you, to feel you near me....Deep within, I search for a sign, or a clue.Iam Lost Without You....

Dil Humara Huwa Hai Kisi Ka...Pyaar Shayad Hai Naam Issi Ka=)

I never knew a love..A love that could be sweeter...No matter what my mind says Your music gives me fever The moment that we danced Your arms felt like a cradle And when you took my hand I was no longer ableIt never felt so right before I need to be with you much moreI can't believe this kind of fate,We can runaway...Is it love? I'm always in a spell Even when I'm sleeping You're always on my mind I hope that I'm not dreaming If I am let me stay asleep Don't wake me up I feel complete I never want to feel it end What a lovely moment Is it love?. I Have Said Nothing Because There Is Nothing I Can Say That Would Describe How I Feel Perfectly As You Deserve It.....I hide my tears when I say your name,but the pain in my heart is stil the same.Though I smile and seem carefree,there's no one who misses you more than me!!Your touch is warm, as the candle next to me But my heart is cold, as I wait alone…for you I want to hold you, to feel you near me....Deep within, I search for a sign, or a clue.Iam Lost Without you. I hide my tears when I say your name,but the pain in my heart is stil the same.Though I smile and seem carefree,there's no one who misses you more than me!!

So True :)

Welcome Welcome...To My World !

Never hesitate To Try Something New

Haved you ever loved someone so much you'd give your life for them? Not the expression...literally....give your life for them?...when they know they are your heart and you know you are there armour...and you will destroy anyone who will try to harm them...but what happens when karma turns right around and bites you? And everything you stand for ...live for...turns on you? What happens when you become the source of there pain?? What happens when you can't prove to them that you were always true? All i can say is this....when i am gone just forget me and carry on....don't mourn...rejoice everytime you heard the sound of my voice....just know that i am looking down on you smiling...and i didn't feel a thing...so baby....dont feel the pain

:)

Apni Ruswai Tere Naam ka charcha dekhoon, Ek zara sheir kahoon aur main kya kya dekhoon, Neend aa jaye to kya Mehfil e Barpaa dekhoon, Aankh khul jaye to Tanhai ka Sahara dekhoon, Shaam bhi ho gayi Dhundhla gayi Aankhein bhi Meri, Bhoolne wale mein kab tak Tera Rasta dekhoon, Sab Zid uski main Poori karoon har Baat sunoon, Ek Bachche ki tarah se use Hansta dekhoon, Mujhpe chhaa jaye wo Barasat ki Khushbu ki tarah, Ang-Ang apna usi Rutt mein Mehekta dekhoon, Tu Meri tarah se hai Magar, Mere Habib, Jee mein aata hai koi aur bhi Tujhsa dekhoon, Maine jis Lamhe ko pooja hai use bas Ek baar, Khawaab bankar Teri Aankhon mein utarta dekhoon..!!!

:) Yaadein

i shut my eyes and try not to see anything....jo pehle tha ....woh ab kabhi nahi ho sakta hai ...but the past lives on....yeh yaadein kiun nai marte?....kehte hai ..bure din gaye....but mera dil kya kehta hai? its all a lie....kehte hai waqt ke saath saath zakhm bhi bhar jaate hai....but log yeh kiun nai samajhte key daag rahe jaate hai....but life goes on i guess hai na

Love...

Love – possibly the most powerful four letter word known to man. One small
word but a thousand meanings. Everyone seems to know what love is, but
nobody seems able to define or even explain it. Sometimes it brings joy to
one’s life while at other times it inflicts pain and suffering. On the one
hand, it is manipulating, and on the other it is generous. It is capable of
both breaking and creating relations. In some instances, it can even be
one’s death or one’s rebirth. Contrary to the above however, there really is
one type of love – a love that is unselfish in every possible way; a love
that is truly altruistic, a love that is unconditional.

To love unconditionally is to love without condition. It means to love
without expecting anything in return except for the others’ happiness. It
available at all times, never fading, and though it may hurt not getting the
same love back, one is happy by simply giving it. The power of love which
makes it most unique is its power to create goodness, or at least to awake
it. And when one loves altruistically, he wants nothing but goodness for his
beloved.

There are things that make up ‘love’, such as trust, respect, honesty, and
integrity. These along with many other qualities make up the very essence of
this mystifying emotion. Love in its broad sense is the feeling of strong
attraction, and often attachment and protection. It is the want and the need
for one to nurture and to care for someone else, whether it be a person,
animal, country, faith, etc. It motivates people to give freely their lives,
time and devotion. I believe love is a choice. If love comes from
appreciating goodness, it needn't just happen -- you can make it happen.
Love is active. You can create it. Just focus on the good in another person
(and everyone has some). If you can do this easily, you'll love easily.

Love however, goes beyond just the relationship between two people. It can
be applied to combat racism, hate, and wars. Dr. Martin Luther King and
Gandhi both civil rights activists, believed that the best way to combat the
forces of evil was with love. Though the statement is vague, to any abstract
thinker the principle is a simple concept. Love can induce change in not
only our communities but also in our nation, and possibly the world. All
each of us need to be is unselfish. It is love which enables us to turn the
other cheek when we were wronged, and it is love which can strengthen
humanity, opposed to hatred, which cripples it.

My favorite definition of love has always been:

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is
not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices
with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always
perseveres. - 1 Corinthians 13:5-7

I thought about you today....and for the first time it wasn't about the past...or the lies...it wasn't about the hurt or the tears...it wasn't about my broken heart or what i wished the future would be....it was about all the fun times we had..all the laughs all the time we spent together...so i don't know why people say friendship dies...because mine for you will never go away....can't say how i feel or if my heart will ever heal...but i always knew from the bottom of my heart that from your side i never really had your friendship:) it jus took u some time to realize it...so leave me now before I cry:) ...i'd say goodbye but the pain is too much...but remember in each tear i cry there is an " i love you" left unsaid:)

Remission:)

Remission is a strange word. I never use it. Bad omen, I think. I don't truly believe that there is remission in cancer, just waiting. Waiting for whatever comes next. Could be a long time or a short time, waiting nonetheless. Webster's defines remission, as, number one: reduction of a prison sentence based on good behavior. That fits, I think. Then, number two: remitting of a debt or penalty. That sort of fits, too, in a perverse, analytical way. Then there's number three: diminution of or a period of relief from disease or pain. Okay. And then number four: forgiveness--as in sins?? Well, three out of four have a temporary status. That's my point. Just waiting… an intermission, you might say.
But when cancer comes a-knocking, AGAIN, will we be ready? Nurtured, rested, peaceful of mind? Armed with the courage to fight the battle once again? We never know if this is the last time, but we must believe, we cancer warriors, that we will make it through once again. And why not? We are tough; we made it through before, didn't we?
Back pain, abdominal flutterings; is that fluid buildup, again? What does it mean? Or does it mean nothing at all? So we wait and hope it is nothing, just our imagination. But then, a diagnosis comes, so we resign ourselves to "here we go again." A day at a time.
You know you kind of lose your self-esteem, but it's tolerable if we believe things will eventually get back to normal. It takes a while, but it will come. Self-esteem will return. We rest, pamper ourselves, eat right; take megadrugs and megavitamins, steroids, chemo. Chemo, you know, kills the good and bad cells, but it's essential. We must trust our oncologists with all our hearts and minds. Trust unconditionally.
Sometimes we think, "Why me? Do I really deserve this?" Then sometimes we say, "Did I cause it? Was it the fish, the dairy, the wine or the bovine or nothing I did at all? Just the luck of the draw? Very simply… stuff happens. And I just happen to be the one. Maybe God thinks I can handle it. Maybe He's right."
It is in some ways like waiting for the second coming. When god comes, will we have our houses in order?
When cancer comes a-knocking, will we be ready to fight, be tough, be strong, have faith, kick it in the butt?
It is a preparation we must make, getting our houses in order. Make the most of every single moment. Live, love, laugh, dance and EAT, but eat well.
And then eventually someone will say, once again, "Are you in remission?", and we will say, "Yes" or "Maybe" or "I hope so"… for now anyway.

Something I Wanted to give you but never got a chance:) Too Late Now I Suppose

Just be yourself, be near, and persevere with me.
I know this word cancer is frightening to you. It is to me also. . . .
You ask what you can do for me. There are many things, but perhaps the most important are these.
Please do not stay away because of fear. I'm afraid also. I need you near to know that I'm not alone.
There are times when I will want to talk about my cancer, sometimes not.
But, most of all, just be yourself, be near, and persevere with me.
I know it will not always be easy for you, but I thank you for caring and for being my friend!

:) Rona chahoun To Ansoo Na Aaye...Aisi Hai Tanhayi

No Mood To Write Nything :)

:)

Bahut Udhaas Hai Eik Shaks Tere Jaane Se:X Jo Ho Sake To Chale Aa Ussi Key Khaatir Tum:)

I don't know what to name this entry:)

"Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life... But as tough as wanting something can be....The ppl who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want."

The Beauty That Comes Along With Having An Elder Brother:)

sunil: Sister is such a character which deserves Love, Fun, Mischief & Friendship. I have a Great Sister who is very Special as she is so sweet , so loving n so caring.chooti U r the sweetest sister in the whole universe.you pampered me an love me a lot i know.But I always enjoy teasing you...sugli..chipkali...hehe.....t\The main thing I miss are rakhi, arti and tilak been done by you uptill now.You don't know how much I wait for your Rakhi to come and feel so disappointed when you delay it.hehe...next time jaldi bhejna..wish agle janam mei hum saath rahenge aur khoob ladai karenge..hehe.Im proud of u sis..With a sister like U, I know I'll always have a friend ...I hope you are taking care of your health..God will give you long long life. Always be happy. Enjoy every part of your life. May God bless u with all the hapiness in the world. May all ur dreams come true..

My brother is my light...He lites my way thru the darkest streets....If I ever had to live without him I would be lost. I would be no where. I love you bhaiya:X More Then words can tell...Thanks for pampering me and loving me and treating me like your daughter more then a sister

I AM...AND WILL BE...

Why are we born....and why do we die?

A question which returns back every time my hormones take a dip. And it is rediculous how much I am at the pity of these so called chemicals.....they elate me ,depress me,take me for a ride....make me cry when its a happy occasion....make me laugh at pain....

thay make me....break me....I am me because of them....if they are not there...what am I?

Everything revolves...... rotates.....moves in circles.....there is no beginning....there is no end....

a wave ...yeah that's me....today here....and tomorrow travelled far....moving some particles up and down on my way......the fact that I am here and now can be proven only by the fact that I could create new waves...and ripple through life........touching other lives.....I could resonate with few....I could negate some....I could magnify others......

once I have generated the wave and ceased to be.....still someone can carry the energy of my wave......far into the jungles of waves....and let me be....beyond love( a wave),a thought(another) ...a feeling ( a hormone)......

....my existence as I am ....a memory...a wave in someone's thoughts....

A Man...Haha Nice Topic Sairah

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then hell no, you can't "be friends" -- A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Always have your own set of friends seperate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it againist you later. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he had more education or has a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-God. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs. You should not be the one doing all the bending.. compromise is two way street. You need time to heal between relationships..there is nothing cute about baggage. Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you.. a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals.. look for someone complimentary.. not supplementary. Dating is fun even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right. Make him miss you sometimes. When a man always knows where you are and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Emotion

Some emotions are like tides…they don’t come as small little waves….rising on the call of a full moon…..

consuming you like fire…..while its there..its brilliantly lit…and when extinguished ….there is ash…..

Where is the home of these? Where do they come from? Where do they go?

They link me with persons I have no idea of….opens up the doors to myself….

Sometimes I am a bit scared to tread further…..I don’t want to know everything about myself…..some secrets should be kept secretly away from myself….

Not all emotions are to be voiced….not all truths need be told….

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Ik bhavna
jiska intazaar sadiyo se raha
Ik aasha
jisne sada us bhavna ka saath na chhoda
Aur ek main
jo in sang hoti hui bhi
kabhi sang thi hi nahi.
Hum teeno aksar
tumhari baatein karte the
karte hain
Farak bus itna hai
ke us pal hum mehz ek
kalpana the
Aur aaj...
aaj ek sach hain.

Happy Bday To Me :(

I miss you riya didi :( you didn't even call me for my bday aap kahan ho :(

For My Loved Ones

I'd like the memory of me to be a happy one. I'd like to leave an after glow of smiles when life is done. I'd like to leave an echo whispering softly down the ways, of happy times and laughing times and bright and sunny days. I'd like the tears of those who grieve, to dry before the sun of happy memories that I leave When life is done.

Hehe Thnx Priyu

I fell in love wid dis song:P

wat a dayyy

Wow I had such a weird day yesterday. I was driving home and saw an old guy laying in the middle of the street ...People were just driving by him like he was some roadkill...no one stopped to help him. I pulled over to the side and called 911...stupid ppl..didnt answer my call for 15 minutes...the guy got up and started stumbling away....I kept following him because he kept falling to the floor and I didn't want to lose sight of him...I was afraid he'd run into the street or something because he was so disoriented...The whole time I kept my foot on speed just in case this guy pulled out a gun or something...he came and tried to open my door so I locked it...he was trying to ask me to take him home...and it was the hardest decision but I told him I cant and he started walking away...As he was walking I think he was feeling comfortable that I was following him...at one time I stopped following him just to see where he would go and he started walking back towards my car....when I started driving towards him again he started walking...I think he wanted me to follow him....he kept looking back at me and calling me everytime he fell down. Finally the cops came *phew*...and the cop said its good that i followed him...wat a day eh...it turns out today when i called to ask what was wrong they said he was on ridalyn and he was heavily intoxicated....idiot...nearly gave me a heart attack

Thank god for my life

I was watching a biography today on a little 1 yr old boy...they discovered he had brain tumor....the poor baby went through 4 operations and tons of chemo by the time he was 16 months....and still he was smiling and laughing all the time. Even during his chemo he was crying and smiling at the same time. I saw this story and laughed at myself....How stupid can I be....a couple of months later the dr's decided they will take him off of chemo because they knew this baby would not make it through...his father and mother decided they will let him leave a happy life at home with them until he takes his last breath...6 months later the little angel died....god why put little kids through so much? Bless the little angels Soul...Rest In Peace Sweetheart...look how adorable he looks in his picture=(

Webpage for the little angel

Thoughts Ov Da Mind

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed toever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probablymore than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, soremember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your bestfriend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll crybecause time is passing too fast , and you'll eventually lose someone youlove. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've neverbeen hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute ofhappiness you'll never get back.Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Marne Ki Duwa=)

Yunh to Zamaana Humaare Jeene Ki Dua Karte Hai....Lekin Jis Key Liye Hum Jeete Hai Woh Humaare Marne Ki Dua Karte Hai....Mehfil Mai Humaare Aane Ki Raaha Sab Dekhte Hai...aur Woh Humare Mehfil Sey Jaane Ka Raasta Dhoondte Hai....Na Jaane Woh Is Kadar Humse Khaffa Kiun Hogaye...Par Hum to Unhe Har Saans Key Saath Yaad Kiya Karte Hai...Log Bhool Jayenge Unhe Jo Pyar Ke Naam Per Marte Hai.....Yaad Rakhenge Unhe Jo Marne Ki Intezaar Mai Jiya Karte Hai

Ishq......

Aye Ishq Na Ched Aa Aa Key Humein...Hum Bhooley Huvon Ko Yaad Na Kar...Aye Ishq Yeh Kaisa Rog Laga....Jeete Hai Na Zaalim Marte Hai...Aankhon Mai Tasavur Dil Mai Khalish....Sar Ghoomtey Hai Aahein Bharte Hain...Kismat Ka Sitam Hi Kam Nahi To Yeh Taaza Sitam Ijaad Na Kar....In Khawabon Sey Yunh Aazaad Na Kar...Aye Ishq Humein Barbaad Na kar....

Sukoon....

Armaan Bhare Dil Mai Zakhmon Ko Jagah De De.....Bhadke Hue sholon Ko Kuch Aur Hawa De De...Banti Hai To Ban Jaaye Yeh Zindagi Afsaana..........Fariyad Sey Kya Haasil ...rone Se Natija Kya....Bekaar Hai Yeh Baatein...In Baaton Sey Hoga Kya....Apna Bhi Ghadi Bhar Main Ban Jaata Hai Begaana...Aye Mere Dil-E Nadaan Tu Gham Se Na Ghabraana

Sheraz: Tumhein sari dunya se chupar apne pass rakhna chahta hun
Dunya ke nazaron se durr le jana chahtha hun
Yeh mat samghna mughe tumse bewafai ka dar hai
Bas meri mohabaat mein kabhi kisi kami ka dar hai
Tumhein chura le koi mughse yeh darr laga rehta hai
Mujhse meri zindegi koi le le yeh darr laga rehta hai
Tumhein apni dhadkan se bhi kareeb rekhna chahta hun
Lamha Lamha zindegi ka tumhare saath jeena marna chahta hun

I'm just sitting here thinking about you tonight...I Hear you call my name....As I Turn to see who is calling me no one is there...only your voice...I Glance around the room to see if anyone else hears it too but even the dogs just laying there....I Miss you so much...I keep telling you but I know you can't hear me...Still I hear you calling my name louder and louder everyday....As Tears rolled down my face I realized today maybe its time to let go....although i will always miss you.....I guess you are in a better place now...so goodbye hun=)

A Wise Person Said to me

Just Today infact=) Some words that really touched me....i don't know her of course but thank you for those kind words....i am getting strength and courage from words on a computer from somebody i don't even know but its all worth it...the quote was, "When you come to the edge of all the light you know and you are about to step off in the darkness of the unknown, faith knows one of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on, or you will be taught how to fly." <<<<<

Sheraz.........

Although I have gone beyond right or wrong
I have gone to what is pure and real.
With every breath I breathe, it tightens
At the beauty of knowing what it feels like
To be in love.
And, although the pain of being away from you
Is so overwhelmingly hard to bare
I have felt love,
I have held you,
I have touched you
With a touch that can only be felt
Or given with entire intensity
As the touch I've given to you, and the touch
You shared with me.
A thousand feelings engross me.
Feelings that are indescribable, yet, so fiercely strong,
And ruling to my very essence.
Should I have?
I can ask myself that a million times.
Should I have met you?
I thought that meeting you would free my
Desire for you
But it has only amplified the deepest love
That comes from within me, for you.
And yet, with all this love I feel inside
There is also a hidden sadness,
A sadness that promises no one tomorrow,
That leaves your heart open
With amazing clarity of want
But closed to know if it will ever be
Reunited again.
So with this I must tell you
That I have loved you
As I have never loved another.
I have shared not just my body
But who it is I am.
And no matter where our lives take us
You and I have been to a place that...
Is ours forever.
To be in love

For You

Chalte Kadam Ko Rok Na Sake...Yaad Dil Se Jaatee Nahi...Laakh Samjhaaya dil Ko...Dil Se Dard Mittha Nahin.......Aapkee Eik Jhalak Ka Intezaar Hai...Aap Key Begair Yeh Dil Bekaraar Hai...Dost Na Sahi...Dushman Bana Key Yaad Kar Lo Humme...Jab Duniya Thukrayenge...Tab Hi Kaam Aayenge Hum...Raahon Mai Phool Bicha Key Intezaar Karenge...Khuda Se Pehle Tere Naam Lenge....Tujhe poojenge Tujhe Chahenge...Teree Yaad Se Hi Jeewan Paayenge...Tum jab bhi mudh key dekhoge...Hume Apna Hi Muntizer Paoge

wat is it?

look into my eyes tell me what you see.....is it my physical feature or really me? i talk to you everyday and sometimes even look into your eyes and wonder why....i dream everyday wishing for you and only you....wanting to tell you my only dream is to hear u say " I love u"

Happy Birthday Jiju

I Can't wish you a long life....cuz unfortunately you left us before any of us wanted you too but i can say jiju aap jahan bhi raho khush raho=)I miss u lots...i wish u were here so i could sing you a happy bday song and we could have lots of fun....Plz come bak jiju...we all need u

Aap Kya Samjhe?

Hum ney aapko bhula rakha hai? .....aap nahin jaante...bas dil mai chupa rakha hai....dekh na ley koi aapko meri aankhon main...issi darr sey palkon ko jhukaaye rakha hai...

Hi Jiju

I Know you used to always sit and read my blog whenever you had free time. It was the only way you knew what was going on in my life. I am hoping you also are reading this from up in heaven=)....i'm so lonely without you to talk to. I am trying my best to take care of didi also but shes so far from me and I don't want to be a failure to you jiju. I try to always make sure shes smiling and she eats and sleeps on time. Actually jiju didi is being very brave. She is maybe stronger then me. Mujh mai itna himmat bhi nahi ki I can delete your ID from my list. I read the emails you sent me over and over and I saved all our conversations. I miss you alot jiju. I always could talk to you about everything=( you promised you would come and visit me and i didnt even get to say goodbye to you. I wish i could turn back time and you can just come back. I worry about my didi so much. I try to keep her with me as much as I can. I know how much you loved didi and she misses you alot as well. Jiju please come back=( we need you

I Miss U Jiju

When tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me:

I wish you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too:

But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand.

And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.

I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
And all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,

He said, "This is eternity.
And all I've promised you.
Today your life on earth is past,
But here life starts anew.

I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day's the same way
There's no longing for the past.

You have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times
You did some things

You knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
And now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand
And share my life with me?"

So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.

hehe isnt this sooooooo cute......