.... ok so today was a weird day... i don't know why i was feeling sad all day...and today when mommy hugged me i wanted to jus break down and cry in her arms ...after so long mujhe itne pyar se mumma ney hug kiya... aaj bahut pareshaan ho... i feel like jus killing myself... maybe its bcuz i dont know how to accept what is... i should learn to accept what is and stop blaming others for my sadness... i will try my best to work at it... but its hard to accept some things sometimes.... i jus want a hug :(... a good one.. like someone means it ... oh well.. kya karein...