I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE :( I DONT KNOW WHERE TO GO NOW :( I HATE BEING JUST A PART OF SOMEONES LIFE FOR FUN...WHAT TO I DO NOW????? GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I NEVER ASKED YOU FOR ANYTHING... I NEVER DID... BUT NOW YOU ARE ALL I HAVE LEFT... WHO DO I TRUST NOW??? WHO??? PLEASE TELL ME :((....I'M LOST AND I'M DYING......I WISH I COULD DIE... I REALLY WISH I COULD....BUT NO ... NOT HERE... NOT NOW... WHEN I GO HOME... BUT NOT NOW.... I LOVE MY FAMILY TOO MUCH FOR PEOPLE TO SAY SHE DIED IN THERE CARE.. NO... NOT NOW