Lost.......

When Night falls Doubts rise ...and the fear of knowing nothing is there anymore creeps in my mind. Loneliness has become my companion and depression has become my friend...The world has changed shape and everything has become alien....Sorrow pours out of me..in my soul the only thing thats left is a bleeding heart....Pain is all I know and suffering is all I practice....The demons are dancing insanely and the eagles wings have been clipped...the hungry dog has been left to die....I can only ease my pain by greater pain....A Vaccume inside has sucked away everything leaving me with nothing...emptiness...All attempts have now failed and all the roads have been blocked....I am behind gods back and loneliness has become my punishment...The leaves have turned brown and died ...and a cold wind is the only thing that caresses my body....I'm lost in a maze searching for a way out....CHECK.....AND MATE....The game is over...the battle is lost...you lost against the world...hehe...Welcome to hell sairah..Now the world has become my enemy...Everyone has a demon inside of them just waiting for the right time to strike at me...I keep myself away...Hide in a corner with my eyes covered hoping they wont see me...I wait for someone to come and rescue me .