My Sin....

I wake up in the morning and feel nothing but pain...thoughts race through my mind....they come again and again....where can i go ? what can i do? wherever i go this loneliness follows...A feeling of hurt and pain runs through my body...it hurts so hard...the pain is unbearable....Feeling inferior...feeling no good....When all I Crave is one thing...just to be understood....Day seem so long ...nights are getting harder and harder to bear....the feeling of loneliness and dispair won't go away...my insides burn with fire and pain longing for freedom again and again...emotions have run high....i hate living this way...it feels like i have commited a sin...i wish someone could just show me what has to be done to get rid of this feeling..